It’s about not being around. About not listening. About saying hurtful things. About sharing our issues with strangers instead of speaking to me. About staying out late nearly every night with your friends, drinking. Then blaming my distance

I’m distant because you neglect me. I’m distant because I’m scare of the pain. I’m distant because I don’t know what to do

So then we both die emotional deaths

If you don’t try, why should I