Think i answered myself

Another week, another insensitive crappy comment hurled at me. Another nasty remark and thoughtless attitude.

Selfish again… I am always the bad one… I ruined your weekend…

Your whining and criticism have swallowed my feelings for you. Overbearing, obnoxious and narcissistic dictator…want everything your way…

Can’t be me. Can’t have choice. Can’t laugh or Ile or dance.

You stand there and blame me and say that our sex life doesn’t exist because of me…

I wonder how you expect me to be loving when you treat me this way… It’s abuse. I’m trapped till I build my company and pay you everything I apparently owe you…

Some days I just want to disappear… Anywhere but here… But…. Responsibilities…


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