try look for good. It’s here somewhere. I struggle to understand why people can say they love you but let you fall… say they care but don’t support you emotionally…
I try. I am starting to lose my nerve to go on or not. Confused by my purpose… Why? Why so much pain? I don’t understand
Here I am in trouble AGAIN. How you ask?
I threw caution, I flirted and I expected. I went in search of passion, something different, something new…. something taboo
Searching for that which I don’t have. That which I don’t get….That which I want (and in my own head…must have)
Would be nice to laugh luxuriously and heartily to feel joy and have fun… feel needed and put on a pedestal
Alas… as I AM unfortunately human… I erred and selected someone totally out of range
It was good to escape while it lasted.
Sleep painting by Katrina Gaile
I love this painting… beautifully done.
Today I found my soul. It was wondering by itself in a dark place and looked so sad. I embraced it warmly and said “no more…”
I took the first step and walked away.
Today I found my soul, myself and my courage.
And it feels good