I’ve been depressed and negative for months…

Had a long chat with my sister, and had an “aah-hah!” moment. I was so wrapped in my own misery… so wrapped up in trying to understand or dissect the past, my relationships and life that I’ve forgotten so much…

I’ve dragged myself down, never believed in myself and always thought I was average…

I’m awesome actually. I’m tough, but very kind and giving. I’m pretty and clever. I’m determined and effective. I persevere.

Tomorrow is a new day… fuck everyone who didn’t believe in me, who carelessly tossed me away and used me.

I can and will rise above all this and do so much better!



2 thoughts on “change

  1. I think this chat was long overdue, Flim. Your sister is so right. No-one can make you feel inadequate or rejected, unless you allow them too, and you don’t want to do that. Life’s too short. 🙂 *hugs*

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