I urge you to navigate this site : THE CHRONICLES OF GIRKU
Its an extensive site with a lot of links, but worth it. Be patient, bookmark it and go through it at your own pace. It’s a lot to absorb.
Keep an open mind – not everything you read is true. However, in light of the Sumerian texts etcettera, take a moment. Consider; inside you are asking many questions your subconcious knows the answers to but your concious dares not consider because of thousands of years of programming.
The more I explore, the more my mind is blown…